I wish to say something really quick

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Please read all of it. I'd appreciate it.



 When I was younger I was bullied Harshly. I had a mental breakdown at age eight because of it. I was the kid in the back of the class doodling warrior cats. The kid who knew all the answers to the questions. I was the kid Everyone hated. My only real friends were 4-5 years older than me, and the rest of them stabbed me in the back as quickly as they could.

Most of all I was the new girl. I moved a total of 13 times before I turned 12 and I learned a few lessons from this.


It doesn't matter what they think. It doesn't matter what they tell you. You can ignore them, you can forget they exist. Most of all, you can Help them. The ones that take their anger out on you are hurting more than you know. They take it out on you, because its all they know to do.


I HATED school. I dreaded having to face the triplets from hell, or the theif who stole everything I had, or the backstabbers. That was until middle school.

I LOVED middleschool. People see middleschool as the era where everyone is filled with hormones and the like and it sucks ETC, but no. Not for me. For me, elementary school will never be forgotten. It was hell for me.

So why was middleschool different?

Because I was me. In middleschool I finally decided to speak out, to embrace my quirkiness (*Cough* weirdness *Cough*) not be so shy, and most of all I learned to ignore them. The people telling me I wasn't good enough. The people who always cut me down before. I held my head up, and I opened my eyes. Opened my eyes to the fact that when I was nice to them, treated them the same despite everything they had ever done to me, that they started treating others the same way.

They never knew better.

And that made me so happy. To help. To be able to finally be me without the fear of what others think.

And sure I still struggle with self doubt, and fear, anxiety, but I am happy.


So that's my experience with the "them's" in my life. I just wanted to post this there to say: Yeah life's stupid, and yeah it enjoys screwing you over, but it gets better. So instead of letting the "Them's" dictate how you feel ignore them, help them, do everything you can. If it makes you happy do it. If you're afraid what people will think, do it anyways.


So ignore the "Them's"


Do what you want.

And you can be Happy


Thanks for reading :)
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AGuardianOfDreams's avatar
(wish I coulda done that... I wasn't smart enough to)